Once upon a midnight dreary...

"I have hated the words and I have loved them, and I hope I have made them right. " -The Book Thief

Do not fear the

darkness.

If anything

fear the light.

For it

reveals

the monsters

you should truly

fear.

(Source: eyesshutwide)

You push it all 

away

then wonder

why you 

are incapable

of feeling

anything

at 

all.

(Source: eyesshutwide)

Close her eyes

so she can sleep 

but wake her up

if she begins to 

dream.

(Source: eyesshutwide)

If ignorance is 

bliss

I suppose

you should

go through life

with your eyes

closed.

(Source: eyesshutwide)

They wonder

why she

cries

but they cannot

see

inside her mind.

(Source: eyesshutwide)

Scream ring

through the night

and wake

the person

meant to hear

the pain.

(Source: eyesshutwide)

She looks like

she is sleeping

when she is 

really

just dead.

(Source: eyesshutwide)

Falling 

falling

down it goes

the tears

stream

as the body

collapses

into a heap

while

watching the destruction.

(Source: eyesshutwide)

Throw it away

just breathe

it doesn’t matter

anyway.

I promise.

(Source: eyesshutwide)

Standing at the crossroads

two directions to go

it’s so easy

to make the wrong choice

so they just

go right down

the middle.

(Source: eyesshutwide)

I’m back.

I promise I will start posting more. I absolutely promise. I miss writing.

Not like I’ve been posting anyway but…

just so you know, I’m going to be gone for like, 12 days or whatever. I will start posting again soon.

Things have gotten… hectic. And frustrating.

Basically, I told my mom somewhat of what’s going on and now I have to see a therapist after I get back from this vacation and this is just all so stupid. I hate my life.

(Source: eyesshutwide)

The faces burn

in the Hell

that surrounds them

the fire 

destroys their skin

and they

are free.

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Voices.

You’re an idiot.

What do you think you’re doing?

You’re being stupid.

Shut up.

You’re fat.

Look at your face, ugly.

And you can’t even dress yourself nicely.

Shut up.

Shut up.

You can’t talk right.

You sound like you can’t speak English.

Shut up.

Everyone hates you.

You have no friends.

You are all alone.

Shut up.

No one would care if you died.

You should just drive away.

Or better yet, drive into a brick wall.

Or maybe just swallow some pills.

Or cut yourself into pieces.

This whole starvation thing is taking a bit too long.

But whatever works.

Because you need to die.

No one would miss you.

Heck, no one would notice you were gone.

If they did, they’d smile because they’d never have to see your ugly, fat face again.

You hurt people.

You don’t deserve to live.

You’re a selfish bitch.

Shut up.

Fat.

Shut up.

Ugly.

Shut up.

Alone.

Shut up.

Hated.

Shut up.

Worthless.

Shut up.

Shut up.

Shut up.

You’re going to lose.

(Source: eyesshutwide)

I’m so sorry…

Once again, it’ll probably be a while until I’m back and posting.

Everythings bad right now and I’m so busy and stressed. Plus I just haven’t had anything to write about and whenever I post something non-poetry related I lose followers which shouldn’t matter but it does. Anyway.

Going to stare at darkness sleep now. 

(Source: eyesshutwide)